I know I haven’t written in here in a long time. One of my New Year’s resolutions should’ve been to write in here more often. I’ve basically just been busy with going to school and work. I worked overtime this week because the other lady that works in the computer lab got sick. I hope she’s feeling better. But on the positive side that means more $$ for me! This is good because I am addicted to eBay now and that’s were I’ve been spending most of my money. So I need this money to support my habit lol! I’ve bought some cute baby phat stuff on there. I’ve bought a baby phat cell phone case, a baby phat cute blue and red velour sweat suit, an ecko white and red hoodie, and etc. I never understood how people got so addicted to eBay, but now I see why! But, I really need to control myself because I don’t want to be broke from this habit of mine! Well, my Valentine’s Day was ok. My friends Daria, Angela, and I went out to this restaurant called Case Ole’ for lunch. We called it our Single Ladies Valentine’s Day Lunch lol! We couldn’t go out for dinner because I have a class on Monday’s and Wednesday’s from 7:30 -9:00pm and Daria had to baby sit. But we had a cool time. It was another year without having a Valentine, but one day I will have that special person! After a month without seeing D, he finally called me on Valentine’s Day. I was surprised to hear from him. My parents had to go to Austin on the 16th to get something done to my mom's Jaguar, so guess what my stupid ass did. Yes I invited him over and yes we had sex not only once but twice. And he made me breakfast. His omelets were good, but his pancakes were hard lol. They weren't nice and fluffy. The only thing I cooked was the sausage and I put that shit in the microwave. He said that shit wasn’t done and it tasted like the paper towel I put on top of it to keep the grease from popping all over the place. I followed the directions on the box, but anways now he thinks I can’t cook. I guess I was just horny and wanted some d. But I did miss him. I don’t know why I continue to do this after I told myself that I would never have sex with him again because I don’t just want to be friends with benefits, but I want to be in a relationship with somebody. Why would he want to be with me anyway if he’s getting what he wants without me being his girl? I really want to know were we are going with this because this friends with benefits shit is not working for me. When will I ever stop giving in to him?
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2007-10-22 - Breast Cancer Awareness
2006-04-22 - Depression
2006-02-02 - Might write in here again
2005-08-25 - Aaliyah's spirit Lives on FOREVER
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